Alright so I got a new job at a dead end factory and the other day while I was feeding bottles into a machine I started thinking.....

If I'm gonna be stuck doing random somewhat dead end jobs for a while here I'm gonna need something to counteract this feeling of uselessness building up inside me. So I'm going to try to take up drawing once again. I'm thinking mostly still lives or random doodles, just something to give me a sense of accomplishment outside of video games. I can't really promise anything will be uploaded to here due to my lack of a scanner, but maybe with a combination of my digital camera and photoshop I might be able to produce something decent digitally.

Now I know I'm pretty far behind on drawings for you case, and I'm really sorry for that, it seems like the 2 drawings a year was too much for my laziness/lack of commitment/just being a dick. Every time I see the tattoo on my forearm I think of you and it makes me miss you just that much more. I'm not going to say I'll be able to catch up with your presents, but I will at least try to crank something out for you bud.

I'm not even sure anyone will read this lol but at least I got it out of me and on paper.